Here I sit, feeling discouraged and heartbroken. To know I love you and you don't love me back to the same degree. Why can't you just see the things I want you to see, and believe the things I say? You'll never know how much I love you, even though I may show it in odd ways. I just want to be there all the time, you seem to never want me there. Without you, my life is useless. I'm stuck in a trap, either way I go, i'll die. Death is inevitable.
Okay..so what if I haven't written in this thing in like 12 days?...
Today makes 3 months for me and Ashley. That's very cool. We went to Peking Saturday and they had cow eyeballs!..Go look at her Xanga and you shall see. I love her so much. I'm listening to Black Label Society and Zakk Wylde has to have the funniest voice i've ever heard from anyone who is seriously trying to sing. It's great. They're a pretty good band though, and he's an awesome guitarist. I think more people should comment on my Xanga. I know who you are and when you come here and I will harass you if you don't comment. Okay..maybe I won't harass you, but still. If I were you though, there is no way in hell I would comment this thing..it's so lame..haha. So yea..I don't blame you...damn cool people.