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Name: Michael
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State: West Virginia
Metro: Charleston
Birthday: 1/17/1988
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Member Since: 8/15/2005

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

Here I sit, feeling discouraged and heartbroken. To know I love you and you don't love me back to the same degree. Why can't you just see the things I want you to see, and believe the things I say? You'll never know how much I love you, even though I may show it in odd ways. I just want to be there all the time, you seem to never want me there. Without you, my life is useless. I'm stuck in a trap, either way I go, i'll die. Death is inevitable.


Friday, December 02, 2005

Insecurity sucks.


Sunday, November 27, 2005

I was awakened this morning by a call from my lover..

She says she loves me, and wants no other..

I hope she feels the same as I do..

If she doesn't, I don't know what i'll do..

Just a little bit ago

While sitting, staring into the window..

I decided to starting rhyming in this thing..

Since you can't hear me sing..

Yea, I know I come up with stupid rhymes..

but thats okay, cause i'm just passing the times...

hahaha...that one was really lame..

uhohuhoh...dang...


Thursday, November 17, 2005

Jesus Christ i'm in love. I love you so much Ashley.


Monday, November 14, 2005

Okay..so what if I haven't written in this thing in like 12 days?...

Today makes 3 months for me and Ashley. That's very cool. We went to Peking Saturday and they had cow eyeballs!..Go look at her Xanga and you shall see. I love her so much. I'm listening to Black Label Society and Zakk Wylde has to have the funniest voice i've ever heard from anyone who is seriously trying to sing. It's great. They're a pretty good band though, and he's an awesome guitarist. I think more people should comment on my Xanga. I know who you are and when you come here and I will harass you if you don't comment. Okay..maybe I won't harass you, but still. If I were you though, there is no way in hell I would comment this thing..it's so lame..haha. So yea..I don't blame you...damn cool people.



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